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yellowtractor
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« Reply #5 on: February 10, 2010, 06:24:20 PM » |
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You have no idea what use the documentation may (or may not) come in handy for in the future. You are striving for prudence, in case you are in fact mistreated in a legally actionable way. If this does happen, an arbitration committee, judge, jury, etc. will look much more favorably on your petition if you can document that X said Y at point Z, sent e-mails Q and R, violated faculty handbook provision F by failing to provide you with evidence of S, etc., rather than simply claiming to have been mistreated in some vague, abstract fashion.
I'm not sure how much help we can be further without more knowledge of the "allegations and gossip" (which you are quite right not to go into, in detail, here). If you can find a way to phrase more specific questions without giving your identity away, try. Or, consider taking the time to trawl through the Fora archives. We've had a number of threads about nasty T&P situations, covering everything from personal vendettas to shortcomings in teaching and/or scholarship to sexual misadventures and other, more peculiar trespasses.
Surviving until the end of this year is another matter, and presumably has nothing to do with your tenure case. (As t.t. faculty you're on contract at least through the end of this semester, I assume...and into the fall?) Short-term survival is about maintaining your emotional and professional integrity even as everything implodes around you, even (possibly) because of you.
In this area we can probably be of more assistance. For me, in a similar situation years ago, it involved finding ways to dissociate myself from the politics at work, and in particular dissociate my own research, writing, and teaching--my performance as a scholar and in the classroom--from everything else my job seemed to involve. It was, I am sorry to say, excruciating.
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