I got an appointment request today for my "find out if I get tenure" meeting. So, it's set. Now I have the two weeks between now and the meeting to try not to think about it.
Wow...why so fast?
I'm come to the realization that if I remain an academic in the UK I will have to pull a pile of major research grants in order to get myself out of the crippling admin loads they assign here. OR, I'll have to move back to the US.
Its a bit grim, but at least I know what my options are. It makes me feel much less settled/stable though.
I should hear on my probation (UK's closest equivalent to tenure) shortly. It sounds like its going through with no issues at least!