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sirrah
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« Reply #15 on: March 22, 2007, 08:26:20 AM »

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Feelings of ill-will towards advisors.  I recommend tacking their articles to dartboards and releasing agression in this fashion. 

Feelings of ill-will towards others in your cohort.  Marshmellow roasting over copies of their seminar papers which you will otherwise dutifully move cross-country and yet never read is a good fix. 

Oh my gosh, Iomhaigh, you have nailed it!  I wish I had this list two years ago.  These are the stages I am currently experiencing.  So...the defense is anticlimactic?  Grrrrr....
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infopri
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« Reply #16 on: March 22, 2007, 09:54:53 AM »

Iomhaigh, have you been living in my head??  You described exactly the phases I went through.  Your post was brilliant, but I will add that these phases come and go and come back (and go away again), and they often overlap one another.  (And yes, tamiam, even with all the other stuff iamhaigh said, there is glee!)

I feel that I should be dreaming up topics at this point, but I'm afraid that if I come up with something novel my advisor will feel like I'm leaving him in the lurch.

Whether your topic comes from your head or your advisor's, don't take it on unless it interests you--a LOT.  Look at iomhaigh's phases again.  Your topic has to be compelling (to you) enough to get you through those low times.

FWIW, my initial advisor knew very little about my topic.  Hu was a BigName with lots of projects of hus own, and hu relied heavily (!) upon grad students to get them all done.  Even so, hu was happy to take me (and my topic) on.  After hu went on to greener pastures in another state, my new advisor was interested in my topic, but knew far less about it than I did at that point.  Hu still took me on (with a nearly completed proposal that hu had no hand in shaping, I might add!), and things worked out fine:  They call me Dr. Infopri now.  (Glee!)

I suggest that you talk with your advisor about this dilemma.  If he's such a great guy, he will be upfront with you about how he wants you to proceed with your topic selection.  (In fact, you've given me an idea:  I don't have time now, but later today/this eve, I think I'll start a thread on diss-topic selection.)  Remember, though:  Your interest in the eventual topic is key!!!!!!  I truly cannot stress that enough.
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« Reply #17 on: March 22, 2007, 09:58:30 AM »


Is this a typical pre-dissertation phase?

If you were not experiencing this, there would be something wrong.
I don't have much to add to what has already been posted, but I do think that this is an important phase to go through, because whatever you go through next (with your new job, etc.) will feel much easier!

Go tam go tam go tam go!
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« Reply #18 on: March 22, 2007, 10:16:18 AM »



If you were not experiencing this, there would be something wrong.
I don't have much to add to what has already been posted, but I do think that this is an important phase to go through, because whatever you go through next (with your new job, etc.) will feel much easier!



Ha. "Why are you banging on your finger with a hammer?"   "Because it feels so good when I stop!"
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« Reply #19 on: March 22, 2007, 10:21:55 AM »

Remember, though:  Your interest in the eventual topic is key!!!!!!  I truly cannot stress that enough.

Infopri speaks the truth!  The one thing that was drilled into my head from day 1 of my PhD program was to pick a topic that you LOVE, because you'll be so sick of it by the time you turn in the final corrected copy.  If it's a topic that you're considering doing because your advisor does it, or can provide you access to it, be sure it's one that you also feel passionate about, or that there is an aspect of which you feel passionate about, to sustain you through it.  

Although I've never had a child, being the labor coach of my best friend made me realize that writing the diss is like giving birth - it's hard, and it's painful, and there are times when you just want to lie down and give up, but in the end, when it "comes out" so to speak, it is so worth it!  And, apparently, you forget all the pain, but I'm not there yet, so listen to what others have to say about that.  :-)
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« Reply #20 on: March 22, 2007, 10:55:54 AM »



If you were not experiencing this, there would be something wrong.
I don't have much to add to what has already been posted, but I do think that this is an important phase to go through, because whatever you go through next (with your new job, etc.) will feel much easier!



Ha. "Why are you banging on your finger with a hammer?"   "Because it feels so good when I stop!"

See? Ya got it!!!
:)
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enviroabd
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« Reply #21 on: March 22, 2007, 04:36:38 PM »

yeah, it's a great list!  It's good to hear that I'm not alone in this...
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« Reply #22 on: March 23, 2007, 09:59:47 PM »

Tam, what's the word on your spunk? Any movement on the spunk-o-meter?
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