Last summer I found myself sitting in front of a blank document on my computer. I had a cup of decaf by my side and was taking desultory bites of huevos rancheros. I had been sitting there for a couple of hours and knew that I needed to spend at least one more to get the draft I was working on to a place where I could stop. Occasionally I would check my e-mail. A few times I had to look something up on the Internet.
It was, in short, like every other morning.
Except that on this summer morning I was in a lodge in a national park. And not just any lodge in any national park. I was at the Grand Canyon, and yet I was inside, working.
In case you haven't heard, the Grand Canyon is one of the uncontested wonders of the natural world. I was on a weeklong trip with three 50-something frat boys still fit enough to run hard and drink harder. Two days before we got to Maswik Lodge, we had run up and down Mount Whitney, making the trip in nine hours. We took it easy on Whitney, saving our legs for the real purpose of the trip: 45 miles of canyon trail in 17 hours of through-the-night running. I was, in other words, on vacation.
It never once occurred to me not to bring my computer on the trip, nor did I break from my habit of spending at least two hours every morning writing, even when I was a little hung over from hanging with the aged frat boys.
You can find a lot of advice out there on writing. Many writers have come up with beautiful, funny, and quotable sentences about writing and what's required to make it happen. Most of them have to do with discipline. "Don't get up," says Ron Carlson." "I only write when I am inspired," Faulkner apparently said, and added, "Fortunately, I am inspired at 9 o'clock every morning." Most of them say that you need to take writing seriously, to treat it like a job.
That's probably good advice. It just doesn't work for me. For me writing has become less a job than a habit.
A friend who wanted to start running said that he'd heard it takes three months to form a habit. I don't know whether that's true. It sounds both facile and pseudoscientific. But over the years, I seem to have performed a trick of mind, managing to convince myself that getting up every day and going someplace to write was as normal as brushing my teeth, making my bed, or watching reruns of House. Whatever psychological move I used, it seems to have been successful. It has become as routine for me to write most mornings as it is to check up on my Facebook friends. It's just part of what I do.
I don't write every day. On the seventh day God rested, and believe me, I am no god. I need more than Sundays off, so I tend not to work on the weekends. That's when I get my long runs in. Also, I like to write in public places, in restaurants and cafes. On weekends the tables are usually taken by large parties—people who order more food than I do, leave bigger tips, and don't camp out there for hours. I try not to abuse the cafes that I use as my office by monopolizing a table on weekends.
I'm also not religious about my practice. Just as I take a day—sometimes many days—off from running if the weather is lousy or I'm feeling tired, I don't force myself to write. But after a few days of not writing, I get twitchy. When I do sit down to work, all the pent-up stuff comes streaming out.
It's true that during the school year, it can be hard to carve out the hours. I get as overwhelmed as the next faculty member with student papers, thesis meetings, and course prep—maybe even more so, since I haven't been teaching long enough to have developed good professorial habits. But I try to arrange my days, and often my nights, around getting enough stuff done that I can preserve the morning writing time.
A lot of my friends are academics who are far behind on projects. They are people who have multiple commitments and manage to do everything but their own scholarly work. I confess: I don't get that. I'm fortunate—or not, depending on your perspective—in that I don't have a family to feed, a garden to tend, or a house to clean. (I'm comfortable living in squalor.) I've made choices that enable me to be selfish, if you like, or to prioritize in my own way, as I prefer to think of it.
I find myself wondering, as my friends and I discuss the constraints and exigencies of academe, what would happen if they could just get into the habit of writing, treating it like any other everyday pursuit. Many of my friends have become runners, starting off slowly and hating every minute of it. Eventually they turn a corner and settle in. They develop a routine. They make the space in their day to run, and everyone around them begins to understand it.
It was that way for me. For years after I started running in races, my loved ones would ask me the worst, most insensitive question you can ask a runner. "Did you win?" they'd want to know. "No, Mother," I would reply, "I did not win the Boston Marathon."
By the time I started winning races (tiny, out of the way, boutique races like the Lewis and Clark Marathon in Montana), they had learned to stop asking. But they started asking a different question. When I came to visit, my mother would wonder each day, "Aren't you going to go out for a run?" She had come to see what it took me a while to realize: My running was just another part of my life, a habit that would not be broken. Sometimes, even though I didn't feel like going out, I would find myself pressured by her expectation. I'd go, and always, I'd be glad I had.
I wonder if my friends could somehow make their academic writing the same kind of thing, something that those around them come to expect. "Aren't you going to write this morning?" You could train your kids to ask it the same way they wonder what's for dinner.
The friend who introduced me to running, a biologist at Duke University, once said that serious runners never ask themselves if they're going to run. The answer to that is always yes. The only questions are where, when, and with whom. Discipline becomes practice becomes habit. It's a lot harder to break habits.
Often, during Q-and-A sessions with famous writers, people will ask about the writing process: When do you write? For how long? Where do you do it? There are as many answers as there are writers, and they're generally not helpful or interesting. The key is to figure out what works for you and then to keep at it long enough that you can answer the question without thinking, to make writing a habit, just like brushing your teeth.









Comments
1. thomaslawrencelong - February 11, 2010 at 09:21 am
Some of the best advice I've received came from my dissertation advisor, Mike Vella: Write every day; don't worry about its quality, just write every day. It's advice I share with the nursing researchers and scholars for whom I serve as a writing coach: http://nursingwriting.wordpress.com
I've posted an excerpt from your essay on the NursingWriting blog.
2. supertatie - February 11, 2010 at 10:17 am
I always think about Ernest Hemingway's admonition when asked how to become a writer: "Write as well as you can, and finish what you start." There have been any number of times when that has gotten me through. I've been able to put aside the self-defeating notion that I missed another "deadline" (the mental kind, not the actual kind, like submission deadlines) by reminding myself of what Hemingway said.
And then, I finish the blasted thing - whatever it is - and send it off.
Like Rachel, I may not "win" the marathon, but damn it, I finished it! :)
3. jovanevery - February 11, 2010 at 11:47 am
Excellent advice. I've even read that a habit of spending as little as 15 minutes a day on research/writing gets results. And who can't find 15 minutes?
Also, though not everyone's style, there is plenty of good advice about changing habits and developing new habits at http://www.fluentself.com (I get nothing for sending folks there; I'm a fan)
4. basilratbane - February 11, 2010 at 02:00 pm
Rachel is a very good writer, and I wish she would write about writing. Her columns too often are about her running and her guy friends. She has so many valuable things to say about writing that the other stuff becomes a tedious distraction. Sue Grafton does the same thing in some of her novels, with running and eating yogurt, and it's annoying.
5. flatfilsoc - February 11, 2010 at 04:14 pm
I hate academic writing; I love talking. It is only fifteen minutes a day but just the anticipation of putting in the fifteen minutes throws me into an overwhelming state of paralyzing anxiety. Yet, I easily spend hours responding to email.
6. academic8898 - February 11, 2010 at 09:29 pm
This was a timely article during this season of my life. As an adjunct and one who works full-time, I live with the tension to find time to both teach and write. Thank you for reminding me create the conditions to write, write, write. I also appreciated your honesty about taking a few days off from writing.
7. 2smj3 - February 12, 2010 at 10:10 am
I have often shared this quote with my music composition students:
"In my student days I knew a lot of composers, many of them more talented than myself. But I learned one thing most of them did not: good work habits. When I was still a teenager, I forced myself to write music during a set period every morning, and I also forced myself to stop at one in the afternoon. I refused to take down musical ideas at other hours, even when they came to me. You might say I trained the Muse to come calling at my hours, not hers. And it worked. For years now, I have gotten my ideas in the mornings and never in the afternoons."
-Philip Glass
Music of Philip Glass, p. xv
8. pseudotriton - February 12, 2010 at 11:25 am
I think the last paragraph is the key here, in that different writers have different styles, and there is no one-size-fits-all habits. So in theory, most of the advice here, including all the ones left in the comments section, do not necessarily work for everyone. To me, it's astonishing that someone like Rachel can find time for all her writing, and also for so many other hobbies in life such as running and hiking tours. I feel pressed for time every day, in just trying to get my academic tasks completed.
9. greenhills73 - February 12, 2010 at 01:10 pm
I am a writer by passion and not by profession; I write spontaneously. But I am also a passionate runner. The article title caught my eye because it's about writing, but it held my interest when I realized there was running in there, too.
10. jgcarroll - February 12, 2010 at 05:47 pm
I love the quote from Philip Glass. I am in the weird position of being both a musical composer and a music historian, writing my dissertation in music history. I caught on to Glass's idea of composing-by-schedule years ago when a composition teacher convinced me that a potentially great composer without the craft of composition was not a composer at all. Since then, with both composition and writing, I have been motivated by honing my craft and doing it regularly. I wouldn't dream of comparing my music to Charles Mingus's or comparing my writing to Ronald Radano's, but I have fun with the process every day.
11. amyshuffelton - February 15, 2010 at 10:24 am
Very nice piece. One comment, though: if you do not have small children, you are not as overwhelmed as the next person.
12. belladonsah - February 17, 2010 at 01:32 pm
Yes yes YES to post #11. I'm married with a two year old and one on the way, and currently ABD - set to complete a polished draft before baby #2 comes along. I'm also an RA and a marker. Overwhelmed doesn't begin to describe it. I wish sometimes I had the luxury of getting up and working on the dissertation every day. Being childless allows you to manage your time more effectively and efficiently, I think.
13. spartandoc - February 22, 2010 at 09:38 am
Belladonash - my friend was in a similar position last year and she went away for three weekends and stayed in a Residence Inn type place about 20 miles from home with a good workstation. Hubby took care of the then three-year-old. She came back each time absolutely enthused and refreshed, and usually with another chapter written. She would not work on the class stuff she had to deal with these weekends, leaving that for during the week. The time on those weekends let her relax and be a better mom/TA/grad student during the week.
Would that be a possibility for you? Good luck with it all.