Wichita, Kan.
Elaine Smokewood says losing the ability to speak has made her a better teacher.
About two years ago, the 54-year-old English professor at Oklahoma City University was diagnosed with Lou Gehrig's disease, or amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, and the incurable malady has taken so much from her. It has stolen control of many muscles in her face, along with her ability to live independently. But ALS has also taught her how to teach more effectively, she argues, in ways that were a complete surprise.
The trick: Use technology to get out of your students' way and listen, really listen, to what they have to say.
Most professors believe they listen to their students, of course, and that they hold vibrant discussions in class. Ms. Smokewood definitely believed that, viewing herself as an "interactive" teacher.
"Highly interactive," she told me when I visited her home office here. "And in some ways I was. But I still saw myself as the most important person in the room." That's pretty common on campuses across the country, and some would argue it's the appropriate role for a teacher.
Now, with her muscles and nerves ravaged by ALS, Ms. Smokewood can no longer stand in front of her class to lecture.
She has turned to computers to compensate. She appears in the classroom on a large monitor that transmits an image from a Webcam in her home, and she communicates with students through typed text or a speech synthesizer. That pushes her off to the side, making her more of a guiding observer than the prime mover.
When I met her, Ms. Smokewood typed into a laptop loaded with voice-synthesizer software, and our interview unfolded at a crawl. I would ask something, then sit quietly for a minute or two as she typed a response and clicked "speak." The computer then read her answer aloud, in a monotone and with all the wrong inflections. She has joked with students that she sounds like a robot, and she truly does. Except that as you watch her listen to the computer voice, you can sense her wincing at how the synthesizer butchers her words. Though she depends on it, Ms. Smokewood has never been a fan of technology, and she used to avoid it.
Now she uses it to her advantage. Before she got sick, her literature classes met twice a week. Now they meet once. In place of that missing class session, students read a lecture written by Ms. Smokewood and participate in an online forum about the readings.
In the classroom, the students tackle duties they've never had before. Each week one of them leads a class discussion, as Ms. Smokewood watches through the video link and takes notes on a legal pad, chiming in via text only when students go astray or when she wants to underline a point.
Learning to Listen
"I became a different kind of teacher than I had ever been—I became a teacher who actively listened," she wrote in a recent essay for the university's alumni newsletter. "I had in the past often confused listening with waiting for my students to stop talking so that I might resume the very important business of performing," she added. "I learned that if I listened carefully, thoughtfully, generously, and nonjudgmentally, my students would delight me with the complexity of their thinking, the depth of their insight, the delicious wickedness of their humor, and with their compassion, their wisdom, and their honesty."
During the final class session of the fall semester in her American-literature course, when I visited, eight students sat in a small classroom on campus, their chairs arranged in a circle around a large monitor with a camera perched on top. From her home office, Ms. Smokewood watched live video of them on her laptop, and when she typed on her screen, that text materialized on the monitor in the classroom. (She finds the silent text more effective than the voice synthesizer, which can be hard to understand at times.)
Students took turns presenting their final term papers, many of them dropping references to Jacques Derrida and other literary theorists into their interpretations of The Sun Also Rises or other assigned texts.
Ms. Smokewood asked at least one question of each student. But before that, she prompted the other students to quiz the presenter. And they did. It sounded more like a graduate seminar than an undergraduate class.
"One of the very good things, on a very mundane level, is that my students are always prepared now," Ms. Smokewood told me after class, using her robotic-sounding computer voice. "They really cannot be passive. There's nowhere to hide, and the discussion periods are more intense and more special."
Ms. Smokewood said she has been surprised by how much the students can do once they are expected to.
"If I regained my voice tomorrow, I would do classes the way I have learned to do them over the past couple of years," she told me. "I just wish there had been an easier way to learn the lesson."
Angry and Honest
Ms. Smokewood has set a goal of learning from what she calls her "affliction," to move past terror and anger to find wisdom and purpose.
Early on, the professor sought out a counselor, but the person was not entirely helpful. "The first thing she said to me was 'I worked with another ALS patient. She was so wonderful. She had such a great attitude. I learned more from her than she learned from me.' And I thought, 'Wait a minute, lady, I am not going to be an inspiration. I am angry and frightened and frustrated. Don't cast me into that role. Let me vent. Let me be bad, you deal with it.'"
Ms. Smokewood switched counselors.
"I don't want to be 'inspirational,'" she says. "I want to get to be angry and frustrated and honest. So I am figuring out how to be honest."
Ms. Smokewood is a published poet, but she avoided writing about her disability until recently. She has devoured blogs by people documenting their struggles with Lou Gehrig's disease, but she refuses to write like that herself, with a focus solely on bodily deterioration and the sheer panic of the experience.
So she wrote the newsletter essay on teaching. And she recently felt drawn to draft a few poems, as well.
"My voice was a cheap Halloween costume / all along—the acetate kind, mass produced, / a make-believe princess or ghoul / prancing / behind a rubber mask / and all for a tub of sugar, garb with only / a passing resemblance to anything real," begins one of them, titled Revelation.
She now feels that her old performances as a lecturer, back when she had a voice, were an act, one that she felt comfortable with and that put some distance between her and students. But it may not have been best for the students, she says now.
Her latest course syllabus begins with an explanation of her new method, telling students about her disability and that she will be typing to them from afar. It contends that students probably learn more now than when she taught using traditional techniques.
"I wouldn't do it if I felt that I couldn't deliver an excellent education and students were learning," she says. "I don't think I'm getting the sympathy vote. I work very hard for that not to be the case."
Ms. Smokewood has taught at Oklahoma City University since 1996, and is the most respected colleague in the English department, according to Marsha Keller, the chair. Known for her diplomacy, Ms. Smokewood is the person many turn to for counsel, and she helped settle longstanding feuds when she served as department chairman several years ago.
"A lot of people would just throw up their hands and give up, but not Elaine," says Ms. Keller. "She has had to work quadruply hard to continue teaching, and to do it up to her particular standards."
Ms. Smokewood's students say the hybrid course format works. "The class felt a bit like a coffee-shop discussion group or a book club," says Andrew Tolly, a senior. "Often the discussion between students would continue the rest of the day and have echoes in other discussions." They do say the format is demanding, and Mr. Tolly says he spent an extra hour or two a week on the class compared with other courses he was taking—"especially if it was my week to do the presentation."
A Model Class?
Her system may not be a perfect model for all situations, Ms. Smokewood says. She wonders whether it would work in a larger class (maybe not). And she ponders whether it would work as well with introductory courses (probably not).
But then again, maybe it would. Perhaps students should become co-teachers, and professors should become co-students.
Ms. Smokewood plans to teach a poetry-writing course in the spring, and worries that the robotic synthesizer voice cannot do any poem justice. She plans to ask students to read poems aloud and she will coach them through their delivery.
The most frustrating part of her malfunctioning body is that it keeps changing. When she first lost her voice she spent hours walking orphan dogs at the humane society, an activity that settled her mind and gave her joy. She adopted one of the dogs, naming him Blake, after the poet. Now Ms. Smokewood needs help when she walks, using a cane in the house and a wheelchair on some outings. She recently started having trouble turning her head, and stopped driving as a result.
But she said her relationships with her students now feel more real than before—more "genuine." Although she uses an artificial voice, she no longer hides behind the artifice of the "teacher voice" she used when she lectured the old-fashioned way. Her robotic voice has helped her find a more open form of communication—more vulnerable but more rewarding.
"I hope that doesn't sound too inspiring," she says, smiling.






Comments
1. yajia - January 04, 2010 at 02:48 am
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2. emoyer - January 04, 2010 at 06:24 pm
Early in my teaching career I developed an infection in my jaw joint and was forbidden to speak for a week until the infection drained. I also had to hold a compress on my jaw the whole time. I was the only teacher for an intensive summer course in psychiatric occupational therapy. Without today's technology, I stood in front of the blackboard with the topic listed and pointed to "?", "yes", and "and so?" and made exaggerated nonverbal responses to the 20-some students. They had to figure out the various aspects of the topic and carry on the class. The students identified these classes as among their favorites. I still remember how much fun and how spontaneous the students were. I was also impressed by how seriously they took their mission to carry the topic and the high quality of their contributions. I still enjoy classes best when I shut up and the students do most of the thinking, such as with problem-based learning. Ms. Smokewood's class sounds like a wonderful learning experience for her students in so many ways. She not only provides a courageous model for carrying out an important role but also enables them to assume more responsibility for learning and teaching.
3. johnbee - January 06, 2010 at 06:16 am
Great work, Elaine and what great spirit impels it - propels you along to think positively, lighting
those candles that banish the dark. [Is it that you're simultaneously learning there's no dark?] Your pupils are indeed fortunate and although the misfortune of your disease has limited your horizons once again your story illustrates the ageless lesson of 'natural compensation', whereby weakness
can beget strength, inspiration emerge from the jaws of defeat, dedication and affection evoke their facsimiles. I've seen similar instances/examples before and have no doubt 'Love' works in and thru
you in the same kind of transcendent way one witnesses around children born deformed and who despite the sheer trials of their upbringing are the focus for an incandescence of experience for all those who care for them daily.
Hey, what a reversal of 'walk the talk', eh, Ms Synthesized Smokewood? Bless you and your work.
4. janeover - January 06, 2010 at 09:20 am
Ms.Smokewood: Your spirit endures beyond ALS and its incapacities. For those of us reading about your intellect, your listening powers and your lessons beyond curriculum and technology, we inhale and exhale with you. Warmest regards from the NorthLand.
5. merlot - January 06, 2010 at 03:46 pm
Regarding your last line, Ms. Smallwood, you are inspiring. This article brought tears to my eyes. I'm sure your students appreciate the efforts you now put into your classes. If only all instructors had the dedication that you do. Thank you for telling your story.
6. frederick275 - January 07, 2010 at 10:27 am
Thank you for this article.
7. ocu2007 - January 11, 2010 at 12:20 am
As a former student of Elaine Smokewood's, I feel inclined to point out it is DR. Smokewood, not Ms. Smokewood. It didn't feel right reading about "Ms. Smokewood" when the author was writing about our beloved Dr. Smokewood.
8. cdholland98 - January 11, 2010 at 12:46 pm
Dr. Smallwood's point about some professors believeing or at least acting as if they are the most important person in the room is convicting as an educator. I look for forward to teaching my next class and being a much more active listener.
9. svanscoyoc - January 29, 2010 at 08:42 am
I took two grad level English courses with Dr Smokewood in 1996/97 and feel compelled to say that amongst the dozens of professors I have had at universities across the US and the UK, she was one of the best for inspiring participation in the class by her students. I think I tell no lie in claiming to have been her most difficult student but I came away remembering her as the most influential and inspiring professor I ever had. Although many if not most students clearly couldn't wait for class to end, we were all encouraged to contribute and question the subject at hand. Each of us had at least one opportunity throughout the course to "teach" a lesson--mine was Kate Chopin's The Awakening. Grad students met with her one-on-one throughout the course to further enhance their appreciation of the works being studied. Dr Smokewood may feel that she considered herself the most important one in the classroom, but I have to disagree with this perception and say that I, and others, felt she placed us on very level footing with herself and that she valued what we wanted to contribute in a graceful and encouraging way. That Dr Smokewood remains an effective professor today is testament to the manner she has had for years and not something new and unexpected. I remember her warmly and think of her often as the most memorable of my lecturers.